It's too easy and that's why I can't do it.
A girl like me doesn't need a guy like you.
I need a mountain to climb, not a breezy pathway to meander through.
And how can you not understand that?
So what if he's leaving me.
He's living his life, he's taking a chance.
If he still wants me when he comes back, at least I'll feel like I'm worth something.
There's so much I want to do.
But you're like a wrong turn, a dead end.
Maybe for once, money can't buy my happiness.
I'm not going to give up, not going to settle.
I just wish I could tell you that.
If only you could stop pretending I'm the one for you.
For once, just listen to what I'm saying.
I have dreams, and fears, and plans.
You'd make them all disappear.
You'd make me vanish.
I'd be a shell of something that could have been.
Behind the smile and sparkling eyes, I'd be empty.
I'd be thinking of what might have happened.
Of what I should have done.
I can't make that choice.
This is no time for desperation.
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Does he read the blog? Because if he does and continues to pursue...that's some persistence.
Get drunk and say horrible, hurtful things to him. That's what I try to do.
You should not concern yourself with relationships of such confusing magnitudes.
What is good is easy to get. (Epicurus)
Gentlemen, I'm afraid you advice is inappropriate for my situation.
Seamus, I have been advised that sharing your personal thoughts with your employer can be potentially destructive, therefore I hope and wish he hasn't come across these very words. So I suppose saying horrible things to him would also be detrimental to the status of my employment.
NK, I wish this relationship had been avoided all together, I wish I weren't such a flirt, I wish I knew how to say no. But it appears to be too late for wishes.
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