I know, this is my eighteenth hundred post today. I am hyperactive, but it is for a scientific study called "how long can one live off of coffee" before (a) having a mental breakdown or (b) experiencing heart failure. I will totally let you know. My hypothesis suggests that (a) will occur first which also happens to be the brilliant solution for my need for something profound to happen. It is about that time of year for me to have a mental breakdown. Post break down comes clarity and I think I could use some of that.
Tomorrow my ex bestest guy friend in the whole wide world is taking me out. On a school/work night. I know, I should have said no in light of our recent history but his timing is impeccable. I need to bare my drunken soul and/or booty to someone and since we have precedent it is that much more simple, or is it that much for complicated? I haven't the slightest of clues except that come Friday I will regret it hard core. Well people have different coping mechanisms and mine happens to be causing myself extreme emotional distress and then pretending that I lack a fundamental capacity to experience anything remotely emotional. I'm okay with that so long as you are okay with that.
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Ummm.... I'm ok with that. As long as you keep writing about it.
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