I'm feeling really crafty right about now, but definitely not crafty in the writing kind of way. Crafty in the lets go to the craft store and come up with a magnificent and brilliant craft project that I will finish hastily in one hour and then be completely unsatisfied by the lack of perfection. But since I am confined to my desk, chained by the ankle practically (that's kinda hot),I've tried to expand the thoughts in my brain to things other than why I hate my life and why I am so confused about life in general but apparently those are the only things I ever direct much thought or attention towards nowadays. No wonder I feel so depressed. I should maybe attempt to live in the here and now. Then I look at my calendar and realize the only here and now that I have time for occurs between 1am and 5am, the hours I typically attempt to sleep through. I should probably become a better time manager and a better non-procrastinator. Those will be my summer resolutions I suppose.
In the meantime I will sit at work and listen to Justin Timberlake and Lindsay Lohan at obnoxiously loud levels for absolutely no reason except that today is Earth Day and the rest of the office staff is picking garbage out of the river. No thanks. I can barely contain the toxic mess in my own room, there is no way I could handle anything more.
But since I can't think of anything profound or inspiring I think I will list things that would make me much more happy than I am right now (1) never ever visiting Target again (2) having stronger will power (I am smarter than that cookie and that candy bar) (3) being a better friend (4) being less of a snob (5) working less, going to school more (6) not worrying so much about my "future" or lack there of (7) being less negative and critical. Yep that pretty much does it.
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