It is New Year's Eve and yes I am watching terrible made for TV movies and other monstrosities that they play on HBO and Cinemax. Between commercials I watch my dog wander around the house looking for something, probably food. I wonder what life would be like if my greatest quests were for food, attention, and sleep and then I realize my pursuit of life is much like my dogs except that I go about it the all wrong way, the hard way. My way of life is overly complicated and distracted from the purpose even though the end result it all the same. Odd.
I’ve never been a big new year's resolution type person mostly because if I haven't by this point already done whatever it is I should be changing then I probably won't start come January 1st. So it's not like I'm saying screw the new year but for me, the one whose life is governed by the educational institute my new year was already well under way back in September and in January I'm already praying for a new one.
A lesson in seduction.
“I used to worship you because we were the same”
“The same?”, I scoffed.
“You didn't have any morals or values”
“You mean I didn’t care what anybody else thought”
“Okay, sure. What happened to that attitude”
“Nothing, I just have standards now”
Sometimes it is hard to remember that my life isn't straight from a terrible teen drama starring Lindsay Lohan. Moments in my life seem so trite and contrived
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